WHO AM I???????

am i a goat, or a sheep..or an ass..or a beaver..or a hedgehog...or a Cheshire cat????

I got a B grade, half the class got it, but that is not the problem.
having been a mediocre all my life i came to associate a B with comfortable mediocrity..now things have changed, somehow this B does not hold a comforting pillow to my hurting A&%.

First a Zero..then a B...i dunno where i am going.....

This one is going to be short...

Who can show me a mirror, who can show me ME?
Can i just BE, or do i need to see ME to ..be ME...?